- . dont you bring me down . -

So here i am, back to blogging. feeling so tired now. after d test and all and HIM. haix..d test was suppose to b chicken-feet. but i had to make some stupid mistake which cost me 3 marks alr. i said alr coz i duno whether i made anymore silly mistakes. i really wan to bang my head against d wall leh. so disappointed in myself.

Den thr's him..he's driving me crazy. when he question me..i was totally lost for words. i really had no idea how to ans him. i felt really bad dat i kinda lie to him. but wad can i sae. dat i act haf feelings for him. den he keeps asking me to jio dis guy. duno wad d heck he tinking either. haix..still duno how to ans him. anywae he said he gt d ans le. diaox. i duno wad he tinking larx. shud i tell him d truth? abt everyting or keep mum abt it? all dis is giving me a headache. juz a few daes ago, i vow nt to tok to him again..at least nt haf anyting to do wif him. den i practically melt when he spoke to me again. is dis wad i tink it is?

d sweeter u r to me, i more guilty i feel. lyk i'm nt able to return ur feelings. ha. sounds all...WEIRD!!! gee..realise dat i lyk rite alot of tings here which r only meant for myself niax. arghh..heck le. now toking to my gurlfrenz - esther, ivy, maggie and wendy. still deciding whether we shud do d presentation for maec tml. doubt we r doing le. it's almost 12am. how r we able to produce a gd ppt in such a short time. besides we know nth abt d topic. dun care le.

my eyes r almost closing now. haha. it's amazing i can tahan so long. lolx. my sec sch frenz are probably gg to b surprise, dey mus b tinking - Joan, d guai kia, everydae slp so early de is awake at dis hr??? lolx. ppl change u noe. besides clses end late sometimes den nid to chiong project...so sometimes nid to stay up and do projects lorx.

so..esther is still asking d rest of us whether we r doing d ppt nt. haha. my mind is definitely nt on dat now. waiting for my dad to finish watching his tape - i taped pi li huo for him, den probably i'll slp le. okie le..show end liaox. me go zzz le. so freaking tired. nitex!!~

Perpetuity// was brought down on 3:58 PM//

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