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great. i cant believe i act said dat. i cant believe i admit dat i lyk him. argghhhh..nv once in my entire life did i admit to a guy dat i lyk him. haha. wonder wad make me said dat to him. is it becoz i was afraid he will ignore me? act i tot he was coz he suddenly went offline in msn, den i tot he really angry le. den i had no choice but to tell him d truth or else i may forget abt toking to him again. okie...i dun even noe wad i'm blabbling abt. lolx. anyhow he msg me and said he gt dc (seriously). haha..i was lyk shit. i alr msg him liaox. -_-'''

den he replied me saying he was shocked dat i lyk him. grr...guys can b so dumb at times. [haha..i noe i said dis lyk a thousand times, but it's d truth.] he dun seem to get any hints at all..somemore he said i mus i someone else in mind and dat person is definitely nt him. i wana walloped [lolx. lyk so rough horx.] him leh. cant he tell dat i lyk him. if i dun care abt him, firstly, i wouldnt b angry at him. secondly, i wouldnt even bother to ask him for help. and thirdly....thirdly...i cant tink of anyting now. wah..i really duno how to descibe leh. i noe d gurlx noes exactly how i feel, but guys...haix..doubt u noe it!

juz now he msg me and reminded me abt our little bet. haha. we made a bet last time. he saes dat i will find a bf within dis 2 mths [feb-april]. but i told him dat he's gg to lose for sure. but den he seem to make a mistake, he tot our bet was dat i will lyk a guy after d 2 mths. lolx. hhahah..anyhow i told him b4 dat he is gg to lose d bet for sure.

Perpetuity// was brought down on 8:40 PM//

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