hey. back to blogging again. ha. i really nid to rite out my tots now. i'm lyk so freaking devastated but i duno y. i cant believe i'm crying becoz of him again. i told myself nt to b weak again. nt to cry becoz of him, but i did it again even though i duno y. mayb coz i care for him wae too much..and wad he told me really hurt me alot. so much for me pretending i dun gif a damn abt him..ha. in act fact i care for him alot. much more den i tot. u noe i yearn to see him online everydae...it's lyk, i'm so dependent on him now. now dat i learnt abt dat, i juz broke down. i'm so damn weak. wadeva happens to d Joan dat does nt rely on any guys. ha..it's all gone.
he's still toking to b in msn but i aint answering. haix. i really duno wad to do now. act i wana to forget abt him long long time ago le..but den he haf to b so nice to me. i duno whether i shud reply him nt. tell me wad to do plz...
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