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i noe i haven blog for so long. hehe. been busy lately..wif all d projectx and stuff. i'm gg to gif u an update of wad's been happening d past few daes.

thursdae, 10th march 2005
went to sch early for poa lect, but in d end, we din go. haha. we juz stood outside d lect theatre coz we were alr late. lyk super late. somemore d lecturer is d female one..quite fierce de. den we split into 2 grps, some of us went to d library while d rest went to eat. my grp did some rehearse for our cats project. we end up luffing alot. lolx.

den at 1pm, we headed for our bmgt unprepared for d tutorial. none of us [d gurlx] did our tutorial. juz as expected, we were drilled by d teacher. she was furious. said some nasty stuff blah blah blah. den at last her lesson end. went hm den chiong project at nitex.

fridae was d dateline for cats and iac. our iac was nt yet finished. i had to edit d iac report. saw him online den asked him to help. i din noe he act edited d whole project for me. tot he did some only. felt really bad and guilty, lyk i was using him. haix..den in d end, i din use all d stuff dat he edited. which made me feel even more guilty. act i was kinda impatient wif him coz he was taking a blurdy long time to edit for me..den i sought help frm another frenz. tot he was busy wif other tings and forgotten abt it. turn out i was wrong, he was act editing d whole report for me. felt remorseful afterwards. but den he only managed to complete everyting at abt 2. but den jas had to print d report le. cant possibly ask her to wait ritex. den i only took some of d stuff dat he edited. i'm so bad. haix.

fridae, 11th march 2005
*heave a sigh of relief* finally all of my projects are done. no more project for dis sem. had my cats and iac presentation todae. reach sch kinda late. act wanted to reach 15 mins earlier de, den i reached d sch on d dot - 9am. seem to b really late nowadaes. was really anxious abt my iac presentation. wasnt well prepared coz we only did d project lyk 2 daes b4? nevertheless, we managed to finish everyting. so proud of ourselves. lolx. i was mumbling and stammering [kinda] thruout my presentation. but hu cares, everyting is over. hehe.

we ended our iac lesson quite late, lyk 30 mins later. we head to our cats cls straight. den we practise in cats place. was nervous as usual .cant remember my script. finally our cats lesson started. my grp was d 4th grp to act out our role-play [5 grps in total] d first 3 grp's performance was alrite. tink i lyk ying liang's grp..hehe. esp d part whr she acted as an indian singer. her accent was really funny..but sounded real. hehe. was luffing thruout the role-play. after their grp, it was our turn to act. i kinda screw up..forgot my lines..but overall everyting was fine. d audience was luffing at some parts of our role-play. when wendy said, "excuse me, meeting in progress" everyone was luffing. lolx. coz d cls was making some noises mah..den she added dat. as for jasmine, haha..her acting is really awesome as always too. haha. those hu haf been in d same lms cls as her would noe dat she can act really well. lyk natural de.
at last, our lesson ended. dis was d last time we r ever gg to see our teachers and to attend these 2 clses again. was kinda relief though. no more projects and stuff.

i was hoping dat my bro will b out when i reached hm. but to my dismay, he is STILL at hm. tot he would b out le. so irritating. den i end up doing nth...act wana play rose de, but den, he haf to b at hm. grrrrrr!!!! nvm, in d end, i played rose at nitex. saw him again. partied wif him and yoshi and other peepx. den nick asked me to party wif him...den in d end, me, nick and him party together larx. den i duno press wad ting, my com went on stand-by mode. by d time i went back, server dc. den i tried logging in den dis weird looking words popup. i haf to restart my whole com again to play.

when i went back, i saw him asking other ppl to party wif him le. den i was all alone. turn out nick kana dc too. lolx. so i partied wif him in d end. hmmm...he asked for my location after a while. but den i decided to play hide-and-seek wif him [sounds lame i noe]. lolx. i asked him to come find me..so mean of me. hehe. i was juz trying to create some fun..coz i was bored stiff. in d end, he still cannot find me. i told him i was accompanying someone else...erm...tink he was angry lorx. coz he said i was using him or sth lyk dat de. haix. but i was nt lorx..okie, i admit, i was jealous when he partied wif some other gurl. so i din tell him whr i was when he asked. tot i'll teach him a lesson. hehe. but den tink everyting was okie larx...

saturdae, 12th march 2005
bored stiff. my bro was at hm d whole afternoon. couldnt surf d net. felt lyk i was suffocating...cant do wifout my internet. so i watch fushigi yuugi d whole dae..was so sad when d sukaku warriors died one by one. act i cried larx. was really touched by d show. tink most of d gurlx will cry de once dey watched it. so emotional. haix. if thr's a guy whose lyk tamahome, i'll die for him. haha..but den, doubt such guy exist in dis world. okie..mayb i haven one hu fits dat description yet..hu noes wad happens in d future though...

once i gt back hm, i chiong to play rose. hehe. beri long nv play le..of coz gan cheong larx. wan to lvl up fast fast one..at least until lvl 70 de. but now lyk 60+ niax. diaox. den dat kharrzy chiong so fast..now lvl 68 le. so fast lorx..mus b everydae chiong non-stop. did i mention dat he is d new clan master liaox? terrace left le..den leave kharrzy to manage d whole clan. heard frm terrace hu heard frm sparklz dat kharrzy is mean..hehe..as in he's tough on d clan peepx. expecting alot i guess. it's kinda expected lorx..considering dat he's d one hu always chiong in clan field de. lolx.

hmmm...met him online again. it's coincidence horx..din plan or anyting de. but den b4 we could meet, he went off. told me he'll b gone for 5 mins but den..he wasnt back after 5 mins. was kinda angry. den he msg me saying he couldnt get in. y he din try to get in..so dumb. juz now i also mah..i tried for a while b4 i could get in de. so fast gif up one. so fed-up wif him. angry too.
i ignored him when he came online..he apologised in d 'all' mode [tink u duno wad i mean]. everyone noes wad he is saying. so pai seh. den dis dude asked him to stop kp blah blah blah..i was angry larx..so naturally i ignored him lorx. but den after dat i asked him to join me and my frenz at gorge. yoshi invited someone else inside d party, den party full le. so he couldnt get in. guess wad he said..i tot he was gg to come along and wait de. to my DISMAY, he said he was gg off to play other games. grrrrrrr..so fed-up u noe. den i heck larx..he can leave by all means. i dun gif a damn.

but den tinking back, am i too petty? haix..mayb i should controll my feelings and nt get angry wif him so easily.

sundae, 13th march 2005
went to temple todae. so sianx one. weather so freaking hot. jac [my cousin, nt jac jac] was thr too. but den she zao halfwae..leave me alone. haix..den i folo my mum and aunts ard...walk and walk. bought a shirt at bugis village. 17.90 bucks niax. alot of shops werent opened yet. i heard thr was a fire here nt long ago. mayb dat's y alot of shops aint open.
reached hm at abt 5pm. watch fushigi yuugi...finished d whole ting le. it's so NICE. esp d guys..woah..so yandao...lolx. but den honestly larx..it's a really touching story. d power of lurve is so amazing..it can do wonders. hehe.

now waiting for my bro to go back to camp den i can play rose. [me typing dis in my notepad first den transfer to blog de] now is 8.37pm. hmmmm..my bro has to reach camp by 10pm. so..he shud b leaving soon. wish he could hurry. quick quick go bathe den go...lolx. but den really lorx..i hate it when he's at hm. i cant surf d net at all de. so sianx. haf to gif in to him all d time..it's nt d other wae rd one. wad logic ritex. d elder is suppose to let d younger one..but den it's nt for my case. it's d other wae rd. *prays hard* faster go larx...FASTER.

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