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haPPie aPRiL foOL's dAe!!!!~

lolx. nth much happen todae. act i slp at 2+ dis morning. keke. so late horx. coz playing rose mah..den afterdat check out some blogskins. cant slp larx.

juz now...dis morning i mean...nonono..dis afternoon, haha..blur me...he pm me in game. was kinda surprise. tot he decided to leave me alone le. okie larx..den i spoke to him. he was quite happie dat i aint avoiding him le. coz ytd i told him dis, "dun make empty promises dat u noe u cant keep". guess everyting is okie bah..almost. except dat i dun feel d same wae towards him le. juz...i duno...i really haf no idea how i feel or wan now. we'll see how it goes lorx.

oh ya..b4 i left juz now he asked me sth. he asked me abt last nitex. he suspects dat thr's sth gg on between me and S. cant let him noe dat i'm gg close to S ritex. S is sorta lyk my spy. haix. nt sure larx. but i noe he consults S for his prob too. S told me de. dat's y i gt to noe some stuffs. stuffs dat he would nv sae to me. and dat's how i found out abt his mysterious frenz too. if S hadnt promise me dat he would tell me, i probably still b a dumbo. kept in d dark.

and S...wad to sae abt S. S can relate to me, understands me, make me luff and cry. ha. he seems to haf such an effect on me. no matter how angry i am i'll feel better after toking to him. it's lyk all my anger has vanished. but i noe dat nth's gona happen between us coz he probably treats me lyk a young, naive gurl - someone hu pours her woes to. but i cant trust him 100%. i'm nt sure whether S leak anyting to HIM. coz S tells me wad HE told him sometimes..so..i'm nt sure whether S told HIM anyting nt.

okie larx...enuff abt them for a moment. tink i'm gg to change my blogskin often. lyk 2 a mth? nt too sure. i found quite a number of skins alr. so shud haf np if i decide to change d skin often.

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